Me and my Friends~~

those that are being scolded. please forgive me and also see which part you can change for the better. as for mala you can don't forgive me for the time being.

mala, do you know that sometimes you got to change yourself? eg: when you don't like the CCA then you join that i know you want the points, i understand, but when you are ask to do then job, you complaintwhich it is very inrritating, moreover you keep sticking to the same old friend and keep talking. you need to mix with other friends. do you know that? you say you don't have to change because of friends but sometimes you got to change your character and it is can be very inrritating. do you know that you are actually very lucky? your results are very good and you are still not happy with it. then what do you want? you don't have friends because of your kaisu character. you are too kaisu. sometimes it can be too intorlerable. not only that, you make ppl more stress. sometimes as friends we don't know how to help you. when our marks is higher you are jealous, when we tell you we got lower marks you think that we are lying. then what do you want us to tell you? we don't know what you are thinking. we don't know what you want. you always copy ppl. you don't know even what you actually want. that think copying is the best idea? No. do what you think is the best for you. you say you need to go counselling.we say it may be a good idea as they can help you finalise you thoughts then you are angry. you want ppl to say you don't need to go counselling. you are ok. you only want to hear the good thing. everybody also want to hear good thing.but sometimes you have to accept bad things and reflect on yourself.

sin yee, everytime say you got no confidence in pipa. actually you can play very well. you just don't admit it. you make jun kuang accompany you. sometimes you are very selfish. then what about me. if i am like you, i would have quit when i just join for a few months. i did not, i have the determination and the confidence. i make sure i can do it. so you can do it.

sinkai, everytime say you go no confidence. everytime ask me what if one day i leave you.it is very tiring and inrritating.

lan yan, everytime so secretive.what are you scared of? everything cannot tell. you go so many things cannot let ppl know. do you betray anybody? is that why you don't want to say anything. i think i smell fish in you.

grace, you are always angry for nothing. sometimes we also cannot understand you.we can't say we know you very well. we also can't say we know you don't know you well.you are a wierd person. frankly speaking.sometimes i call you and you scold me just because you are in a bad mood. when you are not in a good mood you call us and we happen to have miss call.you think we don't want to answer you call. what do you want us to do.

i feel like fucking everybody's ass.

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on Thursday, October 11, 2007 at 12:17 am