Hates
-people who break promises, quiter, dogmatic-
Dreams
-be a musician, succeed in my career,perform on stage(esplanade)-
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I am going to be busy studying until my exam ends. I am not going out during this period except for relevent things like going out for dinner etc. Don't ask me out until my exam is over. Don't expect me to chat with you guys on the phone etc. I fail my econs. I got to retake. 2 days before Marketing. Now I got 3 modules to take. I got to pass them all. Especially econs. If I fail I got to remodule.
24Nov Econs 26Nov Marketing 1Dec Accounting
I am scared that I will fail Marketing and Econs as I don't really know how to ans question. I always know the ans but I don't know how to wrrite them, hence I make mistakes. Hope I pass them all. I am aiming A for accounting, B for marketing and a pass for econs. I am not good that economics cum business stuff. Hence I know I can't be a businessman. haha Now I just hope for a pass for Econs. I don't expect much from it. Hope I can do it. Got to pass by all means.
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on Thursday, October 30, 2008 at 7:24 pm
TODAY WE HAD MAD ACCOUTING CLASS AGAIN. WE HANDED IN THE PROJECT AND HE SAID HE WANTED 1 SIDED INSTEAD OF 2 SIDED. THIS IS RIDICULOUS.NEXT HE TOLD US THAT WE WANT MORE DEFINITION. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT. I CANNOT TOLERATE HIM ALREADY.
Just check my results for econs. I fail. I don't know why I am still so calm. I think maybe I know what is going to happen. I will retake re-exam. I don't want to remodule. That's all.
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on Tuesday, October 28, 2008 at 3:51 pm
Today is Deepavali. Went to mala and dhurga's house. We got a total of 4 serving as each meal is 2 servings . Went to 2 person's house means 4 servings in total. We were all extremely full. Lucky we did not have our breakfast. If not...... we took some pictures. Here are some.
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on Monday, October 27, 2008 at 8:55 pm
Yesterday's presentation was like a roller coaster. We had some unhappiness with andre's group. They accuse us for our mistakes when we are not in the wrong. They owe us an apology. Andre went to apologies on the behalf of his team. I think that was very noble of him but stupid of him. doing that for them, made the members thought that saying sorry is cheap. Someone is cleaning their ass even thought they don't admit. I feel so sad for that group with members with only humiliation in their dictionery. They don't know what is pride and dignity. They only have humilition in their mind. I pity them. When andre and mayne came to apology to us we feel that they should not do that. We wanted elain and her good friends to do it. When the class is over. where were they? Did anyone saw they saying sorry to us? NO. Instead , it was their respondsible andre and mayne doing it. Since they went off like that making the 2 to apologies to us means they don't know what is pride and dignity. They can just leave like that thinking everything is settle. Well. We don't think so. Well, I can just say watch their back. We are not going to let them have a good time. Watch out. Don't mess with me or my group. Messing with my group means messing with me.
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on Saturday, October 25, 2008 at 3:01 pm
YESTERDAY THAT ASSHOLE TOLD US WE GOT TO ADD IN CONCEPT INTO OUR PROJECTS. THIS IS MAD. THE LAST TIME THAT ASSHOLE TOLD US WE DID WELL. WE JUST NEED TO DO A BETTER COMPILATION. THAT'S ALL. YESTERDAY THE ASSHOLE TOLD US HE WANT CONCEPT AND MORE THEORY. THIS IS CRAZY. WE SHOULD RECORD WHAT HE SAID THE OTHER TIME. REGRETTED THAT WE DID NOT RECORD WHAT HE SAID. I FEEL LIKE SCRATCHING HIS CAR. FEEL LIKE KILLING HIM.
Today we finished up all the projects. We are so tired. We edited our marketing report from 2700+ words to 2209 words. We got to delete all our very important words knowing that they are like gold and silver to us. We keep the old copy of the report to do it on our presentation. we will say all our important words on Friday. We just have to speak fast on that day. We have a lot to talk on that day. On that day we are no.3. I love it. I always want to be the first few to present.
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on Wednesday, October 22, 2008 at 6:44 pm
Yesterday when we were doing project in the library, while the mauricee group did at the reading room. When maurice, wave to us at the glass window, shukoor when to knocked the glass window creating a siren in the library and the reading room. Shukoor was shock when that happened, while funny things happened in the reading room. Everyone in the reading room thought maurice did that when he actually didn't do anything besides waving to us. Maurice later came over to the library telling us that people at the reading room thought he did that. when we hear tha, we were all laughing. We told maurice that all because of him there is siren when we actually knew who did it. We saw everything. When the librarian went to off the siren, Shukoor pretended to type and busy with the project. When we finished our project, we were packing up, shukoor accidentlly kicked the door again creating the siren again. then when we all looked up we see maurice again. I told maurice:"why is it that I see you, the siren will appear?" Maurice kept telling me he didnt do anything and he don't know anything. We know that it is Shukoor that did it but we just love to say that is was Maurice doing that.
Today my (baby) tortoise died. So sad. I love them so much. Last Sunday, I felt that something were not quite right. I suspected one of them had diarrhoea. I went tochecked with my grandmother, she told me she fed them vegetables. In that case I did not suspect much. Today, I found that one of it died. The other also dying soon. Sad.
In Loving Memory
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on Thursday, October 16, 2008 at 6:50 pm
ASKING MYSELF WHAT I HAVE DONE AND LEARN TODAY? I FEEL THAT I AM JUST SOCIALISING IN SCHOOL DURING ACCOUNTING CLASS. THE ALIEN IS JUST DOING NOTHING. FIRST HOUR, THAT ALIEN LET US VEIW OUR PAPER FOR 1 HOUR. THEN THE ALIEN GO THROUGH OUR TEST PAPER. THEN WE HAVE A BREAK. THE LAST 45 MINS THAT ALIEN STARTED TEACHING. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? I FEEL SO GUILTY FOR COMING TO SCHOOL NOT DOING ANYTHING. THIS IS THE WORST MAD ACCOUNTING CLASS I HAVE EVER BEEN THROUGH.
After the class, robin wanted to talk to me about the project. We went to view the project, at the same time we did distribution. when doing, I talked to Maurice, surprised to know that he was my ex neighbour. He even study the same kndergarten as me. I stay there for so long and I have not seen him before. I think he move out a few years ago as now my place has repaint the building to orange. Maurice seen the old building of mine which is blue in colour. Very Singaporean. He told me he is a british chinese. I love british and german guys. My first choice is a German, second is a british, then australian. I don't really like asia guys i don't know why. hehe
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on Tuesday, October 14, 2008 at 4:16 pm
Today I went back to my old school to perform. A lot of us (old member-alumni) went back to perform. For the first time I faced the the microphone and play. Normally I won't play when the microphone face my cello. I am scared that I will play badly and let everyone down. Today eventhough I have to face the microphone, I still played well. Amazing!! When we were at the backstage waiting for our turn, I kept asking Kason what time is it. Kason thought that he looked like a clock to me. LOL He told me not to ask him for the time every 10 mins. Amazingly, I asked him every 10 mins until he got fed up. I didn't mean to. I felt that the time waited was too long. When the performance was over, I changed quickly and hurried to school. When I reached school, my team members and I found out that we have a lot of things to do for marketing as we have not actually done much. Literally we have to start all over again. This is bad. Today is friday and I felt that today is like a Tuesday or Wednesday. I don't feel happy though weekend is coming. I feel that I have a lot of things to do. I have to study for my common test and finish the accounting and marketing project at the same time. I don't know what type of mood I am having now.
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on Friday, October 10, 2008 at 6:02 pm
TODAY I HAD MAD ACCOUNTING CLASS. BEFORE THE TEST, THAT ALIEN SAID NO CANCELLATION IN THE PAPER. WHF!!!! IF YOU SAID WE CAN'T DO THAT IN THE EXAM, I BELIEVE YOU. BUT THIS IS NOT THE WAY. WELL, I TOLERATE THAT MAD IDEA OF THAT ALIEN. NEXT MOMENT, HE TOLD SOMEONE 'I GIVE YOU 1 LAST CHANCE. YOU HAVE 2 WRONGS IN YOUR FIRST PAGE.' WHAT IS THIS??? WE ALL THOUGHT THAT ALIEN WAS GOING TO SAID I GIVE YOU ONE LAST CHANCE, IF YOU CONTINUED TO TALK, I WILL GIVE YOU A ZERO, INSTEAD, THAT ALIEN SAID GIVE HIM ONE LAST CHANCE TO CHANGE ANSWER. WHAT LOGIC IS THIS? TRYING TO ACT STRICT AT A WRONG TIMING. HEY!! DO YOU KNOW HOW TO ACT STRICT? DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WILL RESPECT IN THIS MANNER? CRAZY. LAST WEEK WE THOUGH WE FINALLY HAD A MUCH MORE NORMAL ACCOUNTING CLASS, INSTEAD, THAT IS CALLED NOT NORMAL ACCOUNTING CLASS. THINGS LIKE THIS MAD ACCOUNTING IS CALLED NORMAL ACCOUNTING CLASS. TODAY ACTUALLY GANGSTER CAN ACTUALLY CONTINUED TO TEACH THE RATIO, INSTEAD, GANGSTER TOLD US TO DO FINANCIAL STATEMENT. YOU TEACH HALFWAY, THEN YOU CONTINUE TO TEACH, NOT CHANGE THE TOPIC TO DOING FINANCIAL STATEMENT. I AM GOING CRAZY. I HOPE WE CAN ALL PULL THROUGH THIS MODULE WITH THIS MAD ALIEN CUM GANGSTER.
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on Tuesday, October 07, 2008 at 7:14 pm
YESTERDAY ACCOUNTING LESSON WAS MUCH MORE NORMAL. WE LEARNT RATIOS. FINALLY THE ALIEN USE RED PEN TO MARK PAPERS MUCH MORE NORMAL. WHAT HE SAID ABOUT THE RETEST ON NEXT WEEK IS NOT VERY NORMAL. ALIEN SAID TREAT THIS PAPER AS A REVISION PAPER. WHF!!! THE ALIEN SAID THAT AS THE PERCENTAGE OF PASSERS ARE LOW. WELL,I REMEMBER, HE SAID THAT FAILERS RETAKE. NOW END UP EVERYONE HAVE TO RETAKE TOGETHER. WHAT IS THIS?
This morning I was having diarrhoea. Had it 3 times before going off to school. I thought I was going to be late. End up I was 10 mins early. Lucky I stay near the school. Well, today I had marketing lesson. A tired day. Went back home to sleep for 2 hrs before doing my work.
Tomorrow I am going out with Heng to help him choose a dress/skirt for gwen. He wants to buy a dress for gwen, but don't know what type she likes, so he bring me along to choose for him. Gwen, he is treating you so well. Well I only give him 3 hrs to choose. After which I am going back home to study and do my projects. I have so many things to do in total. How am I going to finish? I will finish. I will. I will. I will. I am so tired. I am having upset stomach too.
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on Friday, October 03, 2008 at 6:44 pm