The Owner
I am
-Rachel-
e-mail
-leeyingchian@gmail.com-
Age of
-21- this year-
Loves
-piano, violin, cello, jap drama, independent people, gymnastic, ballet and ballroom dance,-
Hates
-people who break promises, quiter, dogmatic-
Dreams
-be a musician, succeed in my career,perform on stage(esplanade)-
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Went to NAFA Open House. I went to ask about Diploma in Music Performance. Mine's very competitive as there are a lot of people playing piano. The intake is 40+ students per year for which includes all type of instruments, in short piano intake is around 1-4 students, flute 1-2, violin 1-2 etc up to 40. Can imagine how hard it is to go in to that school. As for the modules, I am very confident that I can pass them without any problems. History of Mozart etc and many practicals(playing piano). That's my forte. I love everything except that I may not have the chance to go in. Piano major is very competitive. Why am I always in courses that are extreme competitive. If I know it will be that hard. In the first place when my mum ask what I want to learn, I should have told her I either want Flute, Violin or Cello. I shouldn't told her I want piano. But afterall I still love piano. I also love violin but I think I can play the piano so much better than the violin and cello. my second best is cello then violin lastly flute. First of all if I want to go to NAFA,I will have to compete with around 100 piano students to get in to the school. Imagine 100 they only choose 4-5 students. Which means I got to compete with them in the entry exam. I feel that my chance is quite low.
Depress. Depress. Depresssss!!!!!
I want to cry. What if I fail my Biz Admin? What if I can't go uni? What am I going to do?
LIFE SUCKS!!!!!
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on Friday, January 16, 2009 at 7:36 pm
