Everybody agree with what I blog about kamala. Mala I think you really have to do something to yourself. If not we really cannot help you. I am trying to help you so I type it inside my blog. (everybody)
Teacher starts teaching. For accounting, it is a bit hard. Right now for auditing it is still easy as memorsing is my forte. Panda is sometimes a little mad. She said she need everyone to get a tellow hilighter. She said that other colour cannot see. I have so many colour but i can see very word with different colour. Madness. All because of her I got to buy a yellow hilighter and buy a file. Siao. She is just my relieve teacher for 9 week only. I don't have to do such things. At most I spend some money on the file. Anyway I hope I can get along well with her.
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on Tuesday, October 23, 2007 at 8:30 pm
I have thought about it. Right now I just concentrate on school work and piano exam. If I really cannot go poly, I will think of other way. Since Naqiah tell me Nafa have many intake Mar, Jun and Oct. If anything happen i goto the Oct intake of nafa. Then I play the 1 of the exam piece I play in my piano exam for the admission test. Maybe it works. Just let things go step by step. Now I fell like going to Bras Brasah to look for cheap violin. Naqiah said there are violins in good quality that cos as cheap as $20. Maybe one day when I am free, I will go there to take a look. today I went for auditing lesson. It sounds interesting but hard to master the technique. Looks like I am going to have a lot of fun, sorrow and anger during the lesson.
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on Wednesday, October 17, 2007 at 9:38 pm
Glad to know Zhengyi. Hope I can meet her. I feel that I slack a lot today. I practice the piano for 1 hour only and the rest of the day, I watch tv and use the computer. Actually I enjoy my day, maybe because today is a rainy day so the weather is very cooling. Hope tomorrow is a good start for that day and a new term. I want to start afresh this term. Hope everything goes smoothly. Thanks to Zy. Telling me go do things bit by bit. I hope I can do it and maybe go to where I want to go. Tomorrow my day starts early and end very early. Tomorrow I only have 3 hours of lesson. So happy. The rest of the day I can practice the piano.
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on Tuesday, October 16, 2007 at 7:06 pm
Today is the first day of school, but the night before I can't sleep. I have a lot of things in my mind; poly or NAFA. Still the same problem. Well, when I was in school, I was a little better. In the begining, I thought auditing is very simple, as Mrs Sim explained, I find it not very simple. Don't know how it will go. Actually this morning, my class should go lecture, but none of us came. Funny right? The whole class said that we will not go for PE in the morning. We will come for lesson in the noon. As for the other classes, they have lessons in the morning, so they know that there was lecture. Our form teacher was shocked that none of us come for lecture as our class is normally very obedient. We didn't know that. No one call and inform us. At least that shows that the class is very united. Tomorrow is a ite holiday. The school has got a innovative award. My timetable is like shit. Actually our day can start early on Thursday and end early, but it printed that the day starts late and end very very late. Don't you think it is like shit? Who will want to start a day late and end very very late? Only some crazy people will want that. One thing, my class is so pathetic, other classes has got their books, we have not gotten them yet.
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on Monday, October 15, 2007 at 6:34 pm
Monday school starts, feeling quite stress even before it starts. What if i can't get in to poly. Where should I go? my friends suggest NAFA as it is a half government sch. At least we don't have to pay much. The problem is we need to go for the admission test. We got to play classical music. I can't play well. All those I play are in complete. I know the can Beethovan- Fur Elise well, but it is in complete, but will it be too easy? Right now I need to know how to scale read, if not I cannot pass the most basic exam. I have not go for my grade 3 exam. How will my chance be? High or low? Now I just hope I can go to poly to study. If I go nafa, I need a person to help me with my admission test. Naqiah said her uncle can help me, on the other hand I feel that I am betraying my piano teacher. How? I am stuck in the middle. right now I think it is better to get in to poly. Like that I will not be stuck in the middle being a bastard backstabbing people. First I need to know when Nafa school starts, like that it will be better. I hope I can find a way out.
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on Saturday, October 13, 2007 at 1:39 pm
those that are being scolded. please forgive me and also see which part you can change for the better. as for mala you can don't forgive me for the time being.
mala, do you know that sometimes you got to change yourself? eg: when you don't like the CCA then you join that i know you want the points, i understand, but when you are ask to do then job, you complaintwhich it is very inrritating, moreover you keep sticking to the same old friend and keep talking. you need to mix with other friends. do you know that? you say you don't have to change because of friends but sometimes you got to change your character and it is can be very inrritating. do you know that you are actually very lucky? your results are very good and you are still not happy with it. then what do you want? you don't have friends because of your kaisu character. you are too kaisu. sometimes it can be too intorlerable. not only that, you make ppl more stress. sometimes as friends we don't know how to help you. when our marks is higher you are jealous, when we tell you we got lower marks you think that we are lying. then what do you want us to tell you? we don't know what you are thinking. we don't know what you want. you always copy ppl. you don't know even what you actually want. that think copying is the best idea? No. do what you think is the best for you. you say you need to go counselling.we say it may be a good idea as they can help you finalise you thoughts then you are angry. you want ppl to say you don't need to go counselling. you are ok. you only want to hear the good thing. everybody also want to hear good thing.but sometimes you have to accept bad things and reflect on yourself.
sin yee, everytime say you got no confidence in pipa. actually you can play very well. you just don't admit it. you make jun kuang accompany you. sometimes you are very selfish. then what about me. if i am like you, i would have quit when i just join for a few months. i did not, i have the determination and the confidence. i make sure i can do it. so you can do it.
sinkai, everytime say you go no confidence. everytime ask me what if one day i leave you.it is very tiring and inrritating.
lan yan, everytime so secretive.what are you scared of? everything cannot tell. you go so many things cannot let ppl know. do you betray anybody? is that why you don't want to say anything. i think i smell fish in you.
grace, you are always angry for nothing. sometimes we also cannot understand you.we can't say we know you very well. we also can't say we know you don't know you well.you are a wierd person. frankly speaking.sometimes i call you and you scold me just because you are in a bad mood. when you are not in a good mood you call us and we happen to have miss call.you think we don't want to answer you call. what do you want us to do.
i feel like fucking everybody's ass.
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on Thursday, October 11, 2007 at 12:17 am
This blog is specially for mala to see
we just came back from malaysia. we took SIA
'grace', sin yee,'kamala'
your mei meis and me(today i snatch them, you can't have them today) jealous?
our burger(mala we asume that the chicken is your flesh)
fries(mala do you want to eat)lol poor mala
val n me
Today we went to changi airport to have lunch with Sin Yee and Valerie. We want to give mala a big surprise as they are her good friends. We went to popey to have our lunch. We took a lot of photos. While eating we talk about Mala and Grace. Didn't know they have so many jokes about Mala and Grace. All of sudden I feel that Mala is such a ungrateful person. Grace always help her and Mala still keep talking bad about Grace. Haiz. But Grace is also another wierd person. Don't know how to help them. Btw we have talk too much about the both of them until we call each other other's name wrongly. Valerie's name became mala and my name became Grace. Swopped indentites. Hahahaha. Later we went to starbucks to continue with our chat on Mala and Grace.
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on Monday, October 01, 2007 at 10:11 pm
we just came back from malaysia. we took SIA
your mei meis and me(today i snatch them, you can't have them today) jealous?
our burger(mala we asume that the chicken is your flesh)
fries(mala do you want to eat)lol poor mala
val n me